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i play the role as well as kirstie alley ever could - 2003-10-10
Everything's bleak, and it's the middle of the night. Screaming Trees - More Or Less You might be surprised to hear that I have friends in real life. Yeah, that's right, this weekend I will be gone daddy gone, recapitulating the last two years, and perhaps setting the stage for my return to western civilization in the spring of 2004. That's right, I think I am about 90% sure that I want to go back to school immediately upon my return. I have decided this over my original plan to go to Toronto and pretend to be some sort of sanctimonious son of a bitch, like some Toronto people I know. Local H - Hands On The Bible But who am I to talk about the future. As if I know anything, eh? You take a western conscience, and pretend to put it somewhere else in this cruel world... Well, it means nothing until you take the rest of that jackassed self there. So I may be a million ridiculous adjectives at this point. But when I return, I will just be clear. Coldplay - The Scientist And there's always one subject in specific I refrain from writing about on this public diary thingy, and here comes the song that represents this subject; carries its world championship for a good couple months last spring. Is it a coincidence that my dreams revolve around this subject? To the point I wake up wanting it to be real again. To the point that I wake up wanting to be taken 'back to the start'. I used to walk by your house at this time of night... at least I thought I did, but I was about a block off. At that point I would tell you I loved you in my head, yet you would come back and haunt me in reality. I would end up hiding under the bridge, and the freshmen would be groping each other up above. Oh, lord. I miss you so. Incubus - Aqueous Transmission I stir-fry pain in my wok, until it comes out spicy and rich like some weird Asian dessert. Lord. Lord. Will I make it back to shore or drift into the unknown? I Mother Earth - So Gently We Go "Wake me up when the day is late... So I can watch the sunset, and go back to bed."
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