i'm not dead, you know


i can't help but grin - 2003-10-30

I assume you have all had a job before.

You know when you tell your boss that you are going to quit, because you have acquired something better? Doesn't every shift after that just reek of some sort of awesomeness?

That's how I feel right now.

VAST- I Don't Have Anything

I had these dreams last night, they were not so much dreams as they were... hallucinations. They were so vivid that I just had to contact the person involved, no matter how removed from my life they are, and arrange a meeting before I go. I woke up and believed that something I dreamed, was real. And I ask of you, how often does that happen to someone who is 23?

My dreams are giving me a cruel hoax. What sort of karma have I, that I deserve this?

Bic Runga - Without You

And yet, I have some old Chris Cornell in my head.

Mainly the words 'It's Alright'. It's alright...

It's okay...

The Doors - Love Street

And with this, I think I shall carry on...

"I see you live on Love Street..."

And so on... I have lived on Love Street for so very long...

And I get these e-mails that say 'things won't be the same when you come back'.

And that say: 'I miss you already!'

So I wonder if Love Street will be repaved while I slumber in the Eastern hemisphere.

Grant Lee Buffalo - Fuzzy

Christmas lights... And snow falling quietly on the diseased, north american streets. I will miss all that.

I'll miss the warmth, and mechanical stench of my gas fireplace on December 23rd.

I really hope I am not a year too late.

I really hope I can read this later on and remember what I meant.

Frente! - Bizarre Love Triangle

Three lovers in three ways...

So it goes.

Hello.

Goodbye.

This is becoming a found poem from Kevin Williamson's nightmares.

I wave goodbye.

Goodbye.


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